So, I'm going to Florida with Brandon and his family! :] I am beyond excited! I think this will be a great experience and I love Disneyworld, sooooo yes! I'm just so excited! :] Now I have to save a lot of money, but that's okay...
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college Okay! So, let's see what's been going on lately? I think I finally figured out what I want to do with my life....MAYBE. I think I want to be a high school guidance counselor. I like talking to people and helping them, plus I like to plan things...which I know that guidance counselors--at least at my old high school--were the ones in charge of schedules and all of that stuff.
I did get accepted to ESU. So, that's good, but I expected to get accepted since I'm just a transfer student. I have so much stuff to do in order to finally get there though. I have to make some doctor appointments, make an appointment with the Communications advisor--which seems impossible because we have conflicting schedules at the moment--then there's the orientation in the summer. So, we'll see.
Apparently, Country Junction will start getting rebuilt in the next 2-3 weeks, which definitely makes me wanna wait it out there. Then I might get a better position when the store does finally open. Plus, the hours there are so awesome, and I love the people there. The only thing that was hanging over my head was the fact that I wasn't sure if they were actually going to rebuild. Not to mention how disorganized it is, but I guess that's just part of working out of tents and shacks.
I cannot wait until school's out! There's only 6 more classes left, about? I wish I worked harder this semester. I easily have B's in all my classes, but I wish I pushed for those A's, you know? I hate to sound like one of those obsessive students that aren't happy with a B when people are struggling to get C's, but that's just how I've always been. Maybe all the finals will bring up my grade? I hope so! :] It's all ending so soon. My second year of college...done..just like that, amazing! I cannot wait for summer!
I'm seriously hoping that I'll be able to go to Disney world with Brandon's family, it's all up to his mom and where she wants to go though...Hopefully whatever convincing Brandon and I can pull out of our sleeves will work. I also plan on working a lot this summer. Well, not A LOT A LOT, but enough so my paychecks will be more than enough for me, myself, and I. If--and hopefully not but IF--we don't go to Disneyworld, then hopefully Brandon and I at least get to go somewhere--even if it is the beach--just to get away for a little while, you know?
Well, I guess that's all. Until next time...
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I did get accepted to ESU. So, that's good, but I expected to get accepted since I'm just a transfer student. I have so much stuff to do in order to finally get there though. I have to make some doctor appointments, make an appointment with the Communications advisor--which seems impossible because we have conflicting schedules at the moment--then there's the orientation in the summer. So, we'll see.
Apparently, Country Junction will start getting rebuilt in the next 2-3 weeks, which definitely makes me wanna wait it out there. Then I might get a better position when the store does finally open. Plus, the hours there are so awesome, and I love the people there. The only thing that was hanging over my head was the fact that I wasn't sure if they were actually going to rebuild. Not to mention how disorganized it is, but I guess that's just part of working out of tents and shacks.
I cannot wait until school's out! There's only 6 more classes left, about? I wish I worked harder this semester. I easily have B's in all my classes, but I wish I pushed for those A's, you know? I hate to sound like one of those obsessive students that aren't happy with a B when people are struggling to get C's, but that's just how I've always been. Maybe all the finals will bring up my grade? I hope so! :] It's all ending so soon. My second year of college...done..just like that, amazing! I cannot wait for summer!
I'm seriously hoping that I'll be able to go to Disney world with Brandon's family, it's all up to his mom and where she wants to go though...Hopefully whatever convincing Brandon and I can pull out of our sleeves will work. I also plan on working a lot this summer. Well, not A LOT A LOT, but enough so my paychecks will be more than enough for me, myself, and I. If--and hopefully not but IF--we don't go to Disneyworld, then hopefully Brandon and I at least get to go somewhere--even if it is the beach--just to get away for a little while, you know?
Well, I guess that's all. Until next time...
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Always Love, Hate will get you everytime.
I'm really proud of myself. I took a risk today, and I don't think I've done that in quite sometime. If any of you read this from time to time, you probably me complaining about friendships gone down the drain. I've decided to go out to lunch with a friend of mine that I haven't really talked to in a year and a half. She's the person that used to be my best friend pretty much all throughout high school. I know things aren't ever the same, but it feels nice to have someone, preferably a girl in my life that I can talk to when I'm pretty much surrounded by guys. We'll see what happens on Wednesday. All I know is that I'm excited and really proud. Really.
I know, it's so cheesy, I just needed to get it off my chest and not look like such a loser around my family and Brandon for doing something that others would see as so simple. It just makes me happy. How funny.
So while I pretty much ended off my day on a good note, the events before really angered me. I hate health insurance. I hate not having money and being able to be independent. One day, that's what I keep telling myself. One day.
I don't really know where my life is going. I keep getting pressured to choose a path, any path. I mean, I'm a really good kid. I think my parents lucked out with me. So I don't know what I want to do with my life, and sure I'm lazy at times, but I'm not out getting drunk, doing drugs, and I'm not pregnant. Sometimes I wish they realized that a little more, but what can you do.
I guess that's all I really have to say for now...
Oh yeah, I'm turning 20 on Sunday (Easter). Friday I'm going out with my boyfriend and the guys. It should be a good time. I hope some of the other people I asked will be able to come. That reminds me, I have to call Matt and check and see if he's able to go out. So I guess I should go and do so.
Well, incase I don't write in awhile, I hope everyone has a good Easter. Be safe and take care. :]
I know, it's so cheesy, I just needed to get it off my chest and not look like such a loser around my family and Brandon for doing something that others would see as so simple. It just makes me happy. How funny.
So while I pretty much ended off my day on a good note, the events before really angered me. I hate health insurance. I hate not having money and being able to be independent. One day, that's what I keep telling myself. One day.
I don't really know where my life is going. I keep getting pressured to choose a path, any path. I mean, I'm a really good kid. I think my parents lucked out with me. So I don't know what I want to do with my life, and sure I'm lazy at times, but I'm not out getting drunk, doing drugs, and I'm not pregnant. Sometimes I wish they realized that a little more, but what can you do.
I guess that's all I really have to say for now...
Oh yeah, I'm turning 20 on Sunday (Easter). Friday I'm going out with my boyfriend and the guys. It should be a good time. I hope some of the other people I asked will be able to come. That reminds me, I have to call Matt and check and see if he's able to go out. So I guess I should go and do so.
Well, incase I don't write in awhile, I hope everyone has a good Easter. Be safe and take care. :]
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It's funny how your mood can change so much. This weekend was a good one. It made me feel really good. I don't think I've felt really good in quite some time. Saturday and Sunday were all about expression for me, for the most part anyway.
Saturday night, Michael (my brother) and I talked about him going away to college next year. He's really into films and film making. He's looking at one school in Florida, FullSail University. There are a bunch of other colleges that he's looking into as well. I told him that I wish I was more like him, in the sense that he actually knows what he wants to do. He told me I should go into film too, that there are so many different avenues. I've really enjoyed all these communication classes that I've been taking, so what could I do with that in film, right? Well, I could be a casting director. Haha. I mean, I've been helping Michael out with the movie so far. So who knows? It's funny though, Michael wants to get into the film industry, and Brandon (my boyfriend) wants to become a writer, more along the lines of a script writer. So, it kind of makes sense to put me into that industry, to make a stronger bond, right? Well, I don't know. Maybe. We'll see. It's nice to day dream about Michael, Brandon, and myself all going down to Florida to Fullsail and become thrown into that industry, but it seems impossible, at least for me...I think. Then again, maybe I just have to do some more research into. Anyone have any suggestions for a communication major?
Sunday was really, really fun, minus my contact dilemma. I picked up Brandon Sunday afternoon and went back to my house to film. Mike, Steve, and Lauren were already there when Brandon and I got back. Sure, there were some annoyances of the day, like when Lauren spilled candlewax on her and her ditziness, but whatever. Steve and I enjoyed laughing at her.
While Michael was filming Brandon, Mike, and Lauren outside, Steve and I stayed inside talking. It was really nice to vent to him. We have a lot more in common than I thought, which is nice. It's nice to have someone see things from your point of view. He even agreed with me that Lauren is too flirty. That made my day. He also forwarned me that Lauren wanted to ride with Brandon when we went sleigh riding. PSH.
After they were done filming in the snow we all went outside and went sleigh riding. I'm pretty sure I made it clear in front of Lauren that Brandon would only go with me. I mean, you have to sit real close when you go on a sled. GRRR. Haha, oh well. So, I haven't gone sleigh riding since I was MAYBE 14? Almost 6 years. It felt exhilarating! I have to admit, I'm pretty sore from hurling myself of the tube before I hit the tree. At least I was lucky enough to get off before hitting the tree. Poor Steve, he went completely UNDER the tree! It was theeeee funniest thing of the day, most definitely. I fell on the ground laughing so hard! Oh, and my eskimoness was pretty funny too. But that day, it was definitely fun.
After realizing how out of shape I am, I've decided to go back to weight watchers, and try my best to lose the weight I gained back over winter. I also convinced my mom to go with me, which will be a nice bonding experience. I'm really looking forward to having some motivation to get healthy again. The meeting is tonight, hopefully some of the ladies I met before will still be there.
I think I am officially out of my funk. At least, I hope so anyway. I've been in a funk for over a month. I'm finally feeling productive and happy. It feels really good. I just hope it lasts for a while, along with everyone else around me I'm sure...haha.
Well, I hope everyone else out there is doing well....
That's it for now.
Saturday night, Michael (my brother) and I talked about him going away to college next year. He's really into films and film making. He's looking at one school in Florida, FullSail University. There are a bunch of other colleges that he's looking into as well. I told him that I wish I was more like him, in the sense that he actually knows what he wants to do. He told me I should go into film too, that there are so many different avenues. I've really enjoyed all these communication classes that I've been taking, so what could I do with that in film, right? Well, I could be a casting director. Haha. I mean, I've been helping Michael out with the movie so far. So who knows? It's funny though, Michael wants to get into the film industry, and Brandon (my boyfriend) wants to become a writer, more along the lines of a script writer. So, it kind of makes sense to put me into that industry, to make a stronger bond, right? Well, I don't know. Maybe. We'll see. It's nice to day dream about Michael, Brandon, and myself all going down to Florida to Fullsail and become thrown into that industry, but it seems impossible, at least for me...I think. Then again, maybe I just have to do some more research into. Anyone have any suggestions for a communication major?
Sunday was really, really fun, minus my contact dilemma. I picked up Brandon Sunday afternoon and went back to my house to film. Mike, Steve, and Lauren were already there when Brandon and I got back. Sure, there were some annoyances of the day, like when Lauren spilled candlewax on her and her ditziness, but whatever. Steve and I enjoyed laughing at her.
While Michael was filming Brandon, Mike, and Lauren outside, Steve and I stayed inside talking. It was really nice to vent to him. We have a lot more in common than I thought, which is nice. It's nice to have someone see things from your point of view. He even agreed with me that Lauren is too flirty. That made my day. He also forwarned me that Lauren wanted to ride with Brandon when we went sleigh riding. PSH. After they were done filming in the snow we all went outside and went sleigh riding. I'm pretty sure I made it clear in front of Lauren that Brandon would only go with me. I mean, you have to sit real close when you go on a sled. GRRR. Haha, oh well. So, I haven't gone sleigh riding since I was MAYBE 14? Almost 6 years. It felt exhilarating! I have to admit, I'm pretty sore from hurling myself of the tube before I hit the tree. At least I was lucky enough to get off before hitting the tree. Poor Steve, he went completely UNDER the tree! It was theeeee funniest thing of the day, most definitely. I fell on the ground laughing so hard! Oh, and my eskimoness was pretty funny too. But that day, it was definitely fun.
After realizing how out of shape I am, I've decided to go back to weight watchers, and try my best to lose the weight I gained back over winter. I also convinced my mom to go with me, which will be a nice bonding experience. I'm really looking forward to having some motivation to get healthy again. The meeting is tonight, hopefully some of the ladies I met before will still be there.
I think I am officially out of my funk. At least, I hope so anyway. I've been in a funk for over a month. I'm finally feeling productive and happy. It feels really good. I just hope it lasts for a while, along with everyone else around me I'm sure...haha.
Well, I hope everyone else out there is doing well....
That's it for now.
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