I'm really proud of myself. I took a risk today, and I don't think I've done that in quite sometime. If any of you read this from time to time, you probably me complaining about friendships gone down the drain. I've decided to go out to lunch with a friend of mine that I haven't really talked to in a year and a half. She's the person that used to be my best friend pretty much all throughout high school. I know things aren't ever the same, but it feels nice to have someone, preferably a girl in my life that I can talk to when I'm pretty much surrounded by guys. We'll see what happens on Wednesday. All I know is that I'm excited and really proud. Really.
I know, it's so cheesy, I just needed to get it off my chest and not look like such a loser around my family and Brandon for doing something that others would see as so simple. It just makes me happy. How funny.
So while I pretty much ended off my day on a good note, the events before really angered me. I hate health insurance. I hate not having money and being able to be independent. One day, that's what I keep telling myself. One day.
I don't really know where my life is going. I keep getting pressured to choose a path, any path. I mean, I'm a really good kid. I think my parents lucked out with me. So I don't know what I want to do with my life, and sure I'm lazy at times, but I'm not out getting drunk, doing drugs, and I'm not pregnant. Sometimes I wish they realized that a little more, but what can you do.
I guess that's all I really have to say for now...
Oh yeah, I'm turning 20 on Sunday (Easter). Friday I'm going out with my boyfriend and the guys. It should be a good time. I hope some of the other people I asked will be able to come. That reminds me, I have to call Matt and check and see if he's able to go out. So I guess I should go and do so.
Well, incase I don't write in awhile, I hope everyone has a good Easter. Be safe and take care. :]
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